Soooo, this blog is my way of trying to remember to dream. To matter to me. To pursue stuff. To create. In the midst of this giganormous undertaking called motherhood. Plus, I think I’m funny. A hoot actually, and I think you’ll enjoy my ponderings. Lol Context: I had my first biological child (I have a beautiful bonus baby, and that’s another post, for another day) a few months ago. And I literally had no idea what motherhood, vulnerability, fear, mortality, joy was before her. Motherhood be like, lol, me cursing myself out because I flushed the toilet too loud. Or, forgetting to set myself up for success when I…